overtime without an end

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woo another night with my emotions all caught up…well after 17 years of having apathy and feeling nothing, its something new for me

I would tell you today 
That you are the one that fills my life 
Whose smile I cannot wait to see 
Whose body I love to wrap my arms around 
Whose lips I live to kiss 
Softly, passionately, in every way.

I would want you to know 
That you make my heart skip a beat 
You fill my soul with joy
You brighten my dark skies 
You fill my days and nights 
With stars, hopes, and sweet dreams.

I would want you to see 
How beautiful you are, gorgeous really 
Your eyes light up the sky 
Your touch is none other 
Your kiss creates days
Of beauty, sunshine, and life.

I would want you to understand 
That I have always loved you 
Before I knew there was you 
Before our eyes ever met 
Before I found in you 
Happiness, completeness, and passion.

If there were no tomorrow 
I would tell you 
That you are the greatest gift in my life 
Whose love I cherish above all else 
You fill me with 
Your laughter, love, and friendship 
Before there was no knowing

But now it’s blatantly clear
I’d tell you I love you infinitely, without boundaries, and beyond time.

idk why i bother writing poems anymore….just hoping one will finally get through, i guess.

i guess i feel all the bad things in my life, i deserve…maybe im wrong but i’ll go with that conclusion even though it doesn’t make me feel any better. At this point, i dont know what to feel, if lifes a game of inches, im steadily losing. No one could understand, and no one will. I fuckin sound emo but i could care less at this point. Even my parents have noticed their son slowly drifting away from himself…i guess i’ll just go with it till i collapse…or go insane, pick your poison i guess

its been awhile now and im truly in love with this girl. I’ve written some sort cute poems but I thought it’d be nice to just express everything, took me forever to finish because i didnt know when to finish :) she loved it!

Nothing Left Unsaid

My love for you is unconditional,
My love for you is real,
My love for you is something,
So incredible to feel.

Holding you on those winter days,
Feeling your soft kiss with the sun.
My love for you is something, 
that never had to be won.

I love you with the passing days,
and with those we have not seen.
You are the one in all my thoughts,
in all my living dreams.

I love you more than all the stars in the sky,
I love you more as each moment passes us by. 
I love you more with every breath I take,
I love you more with each promise we make.

I need you like a flower needs the rain,
I need you for you can wash away my pain. 
I need you more each day,
I need you for you are so wonderful, in every single way.

You’ve given me hope when I didn’t have any,
You’ve given me forgiveness that I didn’t deserve. 
You’re the one whose hand is in mine
Whose lips I can’t ignore
You’re my life, my world, my love
You’re all that I adore.

You are my very best friend 
You are my soul mate to the end 
You are the love of my heart 
I know we will never part. 

So if you ever need me 
Know that I’ll be there 
I want to love you the way you have loved me 
I want you to know how much I care 

No matter where I go or what I do 
I’ll spend the rest of my life 
Showing how much,
I love you<33

theresmoretomethanyouknow:

or maybe i wasnt wrong?? he said he was kidding but rele?! i dont know i dont know i dont know. i given up hope on him and then he shows up at my doorstep and asks me out. im scared and usually when i am i run. i need to know i can talk to him, i need to know i can tell him wats on my mind, he needs to know that i come with complications, can he handle that? i dont know. AH! ugh. i dont wanna mess it up. i dont know wat to do. i dont know how im feeling cuz ive jst been feeling nothing, or numb or watever. so idk how i feel. but i do know that i like kissing you. thats a start i guess. lol.

hey if you need to talk, text me :)

become the two words i most use now and most of the time for something not even my fault. great life…

guess the title : ) was in the mood and cause i love kelly soooooooo muchh<333

I love your soft kisses. I love your soft touch. I love the way you bite my lip. I love you soooooo much. I love the way you look at me. I love the way you smile. I love the way you’re shy sometimes, Every once and a while. I love it when you look at me, When I’m not looking at you. You think I do not realize it, But really…I do. I love the way you cuddle. I love the way you sleep. I love the way you rub my neck, you’re truly mine to keep. I love all of you, Your nose, your lips, your hair, your feet. I will never stop loving you. You are so amazingly sweet. I love that I love you. I have loved you from the very start. I Love All Of You, I now hand you the key to my heart.

-Tony

Flying eyeballs-first out of the bloody C-section of a woman more drugged up than Keith Richards and being punted unceremoniously across the room onto a scale by a man dressed like Darth Vader did not seem to be part of God’s plan for me. At least not at first. That being said, I’ve made it a point to live until I die; no longer, no shorter, and I think it’d be nice to go out the same way I came in.

For one thing, I’m comfortable with the idea of dying after attaining certain life goals, and, on top of that, I’m pretty sure nothing happens when one dies. It’d be nice to think that there is an all-or-nothing cosmic balance system in place to decide whether you get into the nice retirement community where you get to lie back on a cloud and take a harp lesson or the not-so-nice inner-city assisted-living center with minimal funding and no air-conditioning, but it just seems to me that your consciousness goes nowhere but nowhere; not a blank abyss, but gone completely as if it was never there. When that happens, I’d like to provide a little closure for my family. I also want things to be as pleasant as possible for those who choose to visit my headstone; it will just be a headstone because I will be cremated. 

So, to serve the above purposes, I think it’d be nice to have an epitaph that says “Gee, he was here a moment ago…” That would be the truth for as long as the stone is readable. Existence began thirteen billion years ago. The Earth formed four-and-a-half billion years ago. The first creatures that could be classified as humans walked 125 million years ago. Right now, the average human lifespan is eighty-five years. Eighty-five years to thirteen billion? That’s only a moment, and, if anything, life is nothing but a series of moments. So take a moment, live a lifetime, and be gone a moment later. You’ll be glad you did.

-Daniel Sanchez

well i walked into fr. joe’s sex talk thing thinking “this is gonna be a load of forceful bullshit”. i walked out thinking otherwise. he was pretty chill about the topic in general and his perceptions werent forced upon us. i really loved his view on creation….whether i believe it or not…ha thats debate-able. he said that the woman had been created from the mans rib so that they were equal and the man had her by his side. it was his responsibility to protect and guide her. it was just something that struck me and ive thought about it all day. who knows…

I’m just a wolf inside a lion’s suit
A shark shirt, a panther’s pants, piranha hat and tiger shoes
I got a lion’s den inside the booth
That right there is point blank
This here is from where the sniper shoot
Might take a long time to get it, by the time I hit it
I done ran Bubble Tape around them Chiclets, poof
I ain’t the bomb, I’m the company that got the contract
to rebuild during the aftermath - have a blast
Going green only using half the gas
the calming comes through after disasters have
But this calm has the same fury that disasters have
I should have a class, I’m the son/sun of the South Pole plus Alaska’s dad
Got niggas like “DAG!!”, flow is like crazy gone mad
And villains gone bad, Punk ass niggas, don’t be so Daft
Baby, why you hanging with them Busters like Babs?
They are such a drag, you should move them to the trash
Feel like I’m walking round upon Cassius calves
Quite a beautiful script, and such a gift of gab
A big bass, shout out to Mistah F.A.B
Young Frankenstein reporting live from the lab
I bought the bars out, put it on my tab
If you came here to box, you’ll leave in a bag
I run the game, Bilderberg Group, in the lead with the flash
Usain Bolt ain’t even leaving this fast
Why you take offense with your defensive ass?
Never Hussein-ing the hole/whole, not even in the half
Cause nigga I aint hiding, I’m the whole world, nigga you’re an island
And the sea’s rising, if I keep shining
You going have to take submarines to the drive-in now

dinner with my baby : ) yayyayyay

this isnt even my usual routine…why am i awake?!!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!

entertain me.